Sunday, December 16, 2007
Quote of the day:
The fridge is warming than my room.
HA-CHOO *sniff*
-Sick
The fridge is warming than my room.
HA-CHOO *sniff*
-Sick
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
.. Lost the previous blog entry. I remembered I did save it in draft.. oh well..
When things have finally come to a temporary stop, I thought that life could never be more blissful. Sleeping and waking at whenever I want. No one is gonna nag me what I need to do today. No one is gonna tell me what I need to do today. No one is gonna make me do what I need to do today.
No one is gonna care what I need to do today.
After a few days of relaxation, I find no aim, no urge, no feeling to whatever I need to do from this point of time. Count myself fortunate for having another 2 years of time being actually told what to do in the army, unlike the ladies who need to decide and think of what they want to do in the future already.
All come too soon, all come too fast.
Maybe some people are already waiting for their sacred sovereignty over their own life, I am still having tug-of-war with myself. Hard to describe, hard to explain. If you understand, you do, otherwise, don't attempt to decipher.
Many people told me, the feeling will come when the time comes. Will it? What if it does not? Am I gonna be the only one who is at a loss when the time really comes?
I've longed to talk to my friends, I think they understand myself much more than I do. Ok this sounds like I have a split of character and that is gonna make myself appears to be really scary and crazy. Whichever it is, I just need a place to rant.
Roar
I am tired.
Time will heal all wounds
but time don't heal fatigue.
I need someone to fill the emptiness in my heart.
When things have finally come to a temporary stop, I thought that life could never be more blissful. Sleeping and waking at whenever I want. No one is gonna nag me what I need to do today. No one is gonna tell me what I need to do today. No one is gonna make me do what I need to do today.
No one is gonna care what I need to do today.
After a few days of relaxation, I find no aim, no urge, no feeling to whatever I need to do from this point of time. Count myself fortunate for having another 2 years of time being actually told what to do in the army, unlike the ladies who need to decide and think of what they want to do in the future already.
All come too soon, all come too fast.
Maybe some people are already waiting for their sacred sovereignty over their own life, I am still having tug-of-war with myself. Hard to describe, hard to explain. If you understand, you do, otherwise, don't attempt to decipher.
Many people told me, the feeling will come when the time comes. Will it? What if it does not? Am I gonna be the only one who is at a loss when the time really comes?
I've longed to talk to my friends, I think they understand myself much more than I do. Ok this sounds like I have a split of character and that is gonna make myself appears to be really scary and crazy. Whichever it is, I just need a place to rant.
Roar
I am tired.
Time will heal all wounds
but time don't heal fatigue.
I need someone to fill the emptiness in my heart.
sharkfin fullstopped here
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
My new song is nice. =)
Last night's clubbing remains fresh in my head.
Woo~
Last night's clubbing remains fresh in my head.
Woo~
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Sunday, December 02, 2007
I felt so retarded.
Was supposed to go for a concert together with my juniors and aiwen today. Unfortunately, due to my lack of knowledge and time management, I had to find my way at Ulu Pandan CC alone.
I don't know if Ulu Pandan Community Centre ever existed, but I know of Ulu Pandan Community Club. I have no idea which is the one I am going, since I just know it is "CC", whichever it stands for. The taxi driver seems equally confused. He drove past the community club and thought I am going to community centre. I told him I am going community club. He U turned and dropped me off there. At first I thought that is the place, but upon closer examination (and a lack of self-confidence on my part) I thought I have come to the wrong place. Being already 30minutes late, I reluctantly messaged my juniors and told them that I am not going anymore. My deepest apologies to them and especially Christal, who has kindly made a reservation for me. Really sorry if any of you is reading this.
Really feel like an idiot, its probably worse than oversleeping.
Fortunately, I have got my Jacket from Esprit. Got a free membership for 2 years for purchasing over 150 in a single receipt. That would probably made up for the loss I have incurred travelling around like an idiot.
Can't wait for prom, it should be fun, I hope!
Was supposed to go for a concert together with my juniors and aiwen today. Unfortunately, due to my lack of knowledge and time management, I had to find my way at Ulu Pandan CC alone.
I don't know if Ulu Pandan Community Centre ever existed, but I know of Ulu Pandan Community Club. I have no idea which is the one I am going, since I just know it is "CC", whichever it stands for. The taxi driver seems equally confused. He drove past the community club and thought I am going to community centre. I told him I am going community club. He U turned and dropped me off there. At first I thought that is the place, but upon closer examination (and a lack of self-confidence on my part) I thought I have come to the wrong place. Being already 30minutes late, I reluctantly messaged my juniors and told them that I am not going anymore. My deepest apologies to them and especially Christal, who has kindly made a reservation for me. Really sorry if any of you is reading this.
Really feel like an idiot, its probably worse than oversleeping.
Fortunately, I have got my Jacket from Esprit. Got a free membership for 2 years for purchasing over 150 in a single receipt. That would probably made up for the loss I have incurred travelling around like an idiot.
Can't wait for prom, it should be fun, I hope!
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