Sunday, July 29, 2007
Be My Lover - La Bouche
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
Be my lover
Wanna be me lover
Looking back on all the time we spent together
You oughta know right now if you wanna be my lover
Wanna be my lover
Go ahead and take your time, boy you gotta feel secure
Before I make you mine, baby, you have to be sure
You wanna be my lover, wanna be my lover, wanna be my lover
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
Rap
I must confess
Girl, yes, I wanna be your lover
Take a chance, my love is like no other
On the dancefloor getting down
Hold tight, Ill never let you down
My love is definitely the key
Like boyz ii men Im on bended knee
Loving you, not like your brother, aw yeah
I wanna be your lover
I hear what you say, I see what you do
I know everything I need to know about you
And I want you to know that its telling me
You wanna be my lover
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
Oh be my lover yeeeeehhhh.
Oh be my lover, I know you wanna be my love, I know you wanna be miiine.
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
Oh be my lover, yeeehhhh.
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
Be my lover
Wanna be me lover
Looking back on all the time we spent together
You oughta know right now if you wanna be my lover
Wanna be my lover
Go ahead and take your time, boy you gotta feel secure
Before I make you mine, baby, you have to be sure
You wanna be my lover, wanna be my lover, wanna be my lover
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
Rap
I must confess
Girl, yes, I wanna be your lover
Take a chance, my love is like no other
On the dancefloor getting down
Hold tight, Ill never let you down
My love is definitely the key
Like boyz ii men Im on bended knee
Loving you, not like your brother, aw yeah
I wanna be your lover
I hear what you say, I see what you do
I know everything I need to know about you
And I want you to know that its telling me
You wanna be my lover
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
Oh be my lover yeeeeehhhh.
Oh be my lover, I know you wanna be my love, I know you wanna be miiine.
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da da da da
La da da dee da
La da da da dee da
La da da dee da da da da da
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
A ha ye heyee wanna be my lover
Oh be my lover, yeeehhhh.
sharkfin fullstopped here
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Finally found a source to upload this song. Here is the lyrics.
If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heartand
I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
I must've tried her number about a thousand times
I send so many letters
but I can't seem to find
her anywhere
she's dissappered
gone without a trace
how I regret the day
I let her get away
If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me
She always said she wanted
no one else but me
I thought wasn't ready
I thought she'd wait for me
but was wrong
and now she's gone
leaving me with this
the things I didn't say
the words to make her stay
If you come across an Angel (did you see her)
tell her that she has my heart (she has my heart)
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me
Tell her that It's killing me
never been so sorry bout anything in my life
tell her I'd go anywhere
for just a chance to try and make it right
If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her (I'm breaking down)
ever since we been apart (ever since we been apart)
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me
If you come across an Angel (You know she's got my heart)
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me.
If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heartand
I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
I must've tried her number about a thousand times
I send so many letters
but I can't seem to find
her anywhere
she's dissappered
gone without a trace
how I regret the day
I let her get away
If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me
She always said she wanted
no one else but me
I thought wasn't ready
I thought she'd wait for me
but was wrong
and now she's gone
leaving me with this
the things I didn't say
the words to make her stay
If you come across an Angel (did you see her)
tell her that she has my heart (she has my heart)
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me
Tell her that It's killing me
never been so sorry bout anything in my life
tell her I'd go anywhere
for just a chance to try and make it right
If you come across an Angel
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her (I'm breaking down)
ever since we been apart (ever since we been apart)
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me
If you come across an Angel (You know she's got my heart)
tell her that she has my heart
and I'm breakin' down without her
ever since we been apart
if you come acoss an angel
more beautiful than anything you've seen
will you bring her back to me.
sharkfin fullstopped here
Monday, July 23, 2007
Stressed?
No?
Duno..
haPPy Rotter
No?
Duno..
haPPy Rotter
sharkfin fullstopped here
Friday, July 20, 2007
Change is the only constant in this world.
I couldn't help but to think, how apt this sentence is, to the incidents that are happening around me now.
As teenagers, we are constantly reviewing our appearance, how we present ourselves, in front of our own friends, our crush(es), or even we ourselves (yes the mirror). Be it style of the hair, deourdarant used, what brands are the wax, shoes, bags, etc, we are constantly searching for a change so that we can satisfy our craving for a change, or for the better of oneself. We indulge ourselves in changes so that we will not get tired of the same daily routine. Changing the shoes we wear makes us feel that we have gotten a brand new pair of shoes, changing the hairstyle thinking that everyone will look at you from a brand new perspective. To some extent, that is true. When you cause a change to your outfit, you will naturally attract attention from the people around you, regardless whether the change is for the better or the worse. Change is necessary to keep oneself known to the others, to satisfy personal craving for better outfit, and to add spices to the daily routine life of a teenage student.
Yes a teenage student's job is to study hard, get xAs (where x = number of subjects offered) at the end of the 2 years in JC. Therefore, a change in the performance of the students is necessary. No one wants to see a downward trend in their performance, nor a stagnant at the 'average' level compared to the rest of the cohort. To strive for the xAs, everyone must work harder, outdo everyone else so that you can be at the top 20% in the right tail of a normal distribution curve. To achieve that goal, there is a need to change the mode of schooling to mugging mode. Yes like what ccb always takes to his H3 chemistry lecture every tuesday, a mug. True smart students will change their mode of action accordingly - when there is a need to mug, mug mode, when there is a time to relax, stoning mode - this is exactly how some students can be high achivers in both academics ,aesthetic and sports. A truely capable person will change his mentality swiftly to fit into different scenarios. So there is no need to be surprised to see your playful friends turning more muggish day by day - it is natural! Change is the only constant in this world.
Talking about your social circle. Ever wonder why people enters and leaves your life without you noticing? When is the last time you actually talked to your primary school friends, close friends even, when you used to cross your pinkies and vowed to be friends forever? Don't worry, it is not your fault. The only constant in this world is change. The people around you are changing as I type this blog entry, though the changes are minute. However, weeks, months, years, decades later, you will find them to just like Stranger X walking on the streets. Maybe we can still talk to one another, but the feelings are never the same, because everyone has changed. The old friend that you used to know, has changed. You yourself, has changed too. A change is inevitable, it is for the greater good of yourself, of the others, of the new friends you have made as the train stops at each different major stops of your life. Some of the commuters on your train will leave at some stops, while new ones comes in. His seat would be taken over by someone else that boards your train - it is a dynamic equilibrium - the number of commuters that you can hold, would depend on your social skills and interaction with others.
Changes are not scary, it is all parts and parcel of life, though, I really hope I can freeze frame my parts of my life and examine it closely, before they change to the next frame.
P.S. The author is just a confused kid who is still searching for the truth in his own life.
Time goes by, time brings changes, you change, too
Nothing comes that you can't handle, so on you go
Never see it coming, the world caves in on you
Nothing you can do.
I couldn't help but to think, how apt this sentence is, to the incidents that are happening around me now.
As teenagers, we are constantly reviewing our appearance, how we present ourselves, in front of our own friends, our crush(es), or even we ourselves (yes the mirror). Be it style of the hair, deourdarant used, what brands are the wax, shoes, bags, etc, we are constantly searching for a change so that we can satisfy our craving for a change, or for the better of oneself. We indulge ourselves in changes so that we will not get tired of the same daily routine. Changing the shoes we wear makes us feel that we have gotten a brand new pair of shoes, changing the hairstyle thinking that everyone will look at you from a brand new perspective. To some extent, that is true. When you cause a change to your outfit, you will naturally attract attention from the people around you, regardless whether the change is for the better or the worse. Change is necessary to keep oneself known to the others, to satisfy personal craving for better outfit, and to add spices to the daily routine life of a teenage student.
Yes a teenage student's job is to study hard, get xAs (where x = number of subjects offered) at the end of the 2 years in JC. Therefore, a change in the performance of the students is necessary. No one wants to see a downward trend in their performance, nor a stagnant at the 'average' level compared to the rest of the cohort. To strive for the xAs, everyone must work harder, outdo everyone else so that you can be at the top 20% in the right tail of a normal distribution curve. To achieve that goal, there is a need to change the mode of schooling to mugging mode. Yes like what ccb always takes to his H3 chemistry lecture every tuesday, a mug. True smart students will change their mode of action accordingly - when there is a need to mug, mug mode, when there is a time to relax, stoning mode - this is exactly how some students can be high achivers in both academics ,aesthetic and sports. A truely capable person will change his mentality swiftly to fit into different scenarios. So there is no need to be surprised to see your playful friends turning more muggish day by day - it is natural! Change is the only constant in this world.
Talking about your social circle. Ever wonder why people enters and leaves your life without you noticing? When is the last time you actually talked to your primary school friends, close friends even, when you used to cross your pinkies and vowed to be friends forever? Don't worry, it is not your fault. The only constant in this world is change. The people around you are changing as I type this blog entry, though the changes are minute. However, weeks, months, years, decades later, you will find them to just like Stranger X walking on the streets. Maybe we can still talk to one another, but the feelings are never the same, because everyone has changed. The old friend that you used to know, has changed. You yourself, has changed too. A change is inevitable, it is for the greater good of yourself, of the others, of the new friends you have made as the train stops at each different major stops of your life. Some of the commuters on your train will leave at some stops, while new ones comes in. His seat would be taken over by someone else that boards your train - it is a dynamic equilibrium - the number of commuters that you can hold, would depend on your social skills and interaction with others.
Changes are not scary, it is all parts and parcel of life, though, I really hope I can freeze frame my parts of my life and examine it closely, before they change to the next frame.
P.S. The author is just a confused kid who is still searching for the truth in his own life.
Time goes by, time brings changes, you change, too
Nothing comes that you can't handle, so on you go
Never see it coming, the world caves in on you
On your life
Nothing you can do.
sharkfin fullstopped here
Friday, July 13, 2007
Self-Identity Crisis.
For the past week, I have been thinking about that myself.
More so after the NS medical checkup on Wednesday. I am another step closer to the entering of the National Service, yet I feel so uncertain about what I really want to be. In fact, I am not even unsure of myself sometimes.
I find myself unable to fit into many social groups at times, partly because I have pretty much nothing to talk about, and I am fine being a listener rather than the person doing all the talking. However, it seems that I really have NOTHING to say overtime. Even if I say something, it would probably not be very constructive or helpful to the current conversation. I wouldn't mind on some occasions since everyone can say irrelvant stuffs at the wrong time.
But things got pretty saddening after a few times, more than a few times actually.
It is either that I have really no substance to talk about anything, because I am not the kind that knows everything, even if I know something, it is more like a half-know half-unsure kind of knowledge. I am not really witty enough to be saying anything striking that can bring about attention or resonating remarks from the group. Therefore I really envy those who are able to socialise very well and interact as easily as they can. The more people you interact with successfully, you can use the knowledge you gained in other occasions that can bring about an even more fruitful interaction.
It is more like a self-fulfilling skill.
There is always two sides to a coin, as one can always argue that a social person can be putting on a "social mask" that hides one's true intentions and motives perfectly. His true emotions and affections are not displayed easily. That may be true. However, everyone needs to practise a certain degree of social awareness and display different attitudes and style under different condition. One that talks without sparing a thought for the other party will not be successful in interaction with others. For example, one who has a sharp tongue needs to exercise one's ability to control one's own opinion at the correct moment. Nonetheless, a person cannot be so considerate that his own stand is sacrificed at the expanse of the others. You will be looked down as inferior and lacking in self-confidence to portray your own character forcefully without hurting the others' emotions.
Yes I know I am not the kind who can stand up straight and look at the other person in the eyes directly without feeling a sense of inferiority.
Sometimes this sense of inadequacy happens amongst my friends, especially when in a large group of people. I can't stop questioning myself "What am I in this group of people." This fuelled the ostracising of oneself from the group and finally detaching one from the group finally.
I don't wish to elaborate further.
but sometimes I do wonder if I am thinking too much. Nothing has happened, no bad feelings, no osctracising. All the pessismistic views have been conjured up by my mind that runs wild every now and then. Maybe it is all just illusions that I am subjecting myself to.
I really don't know - I know this is the worst answer to give, only I can answer all that has been discussed.
Grow up, be more mature. The society is going to be more complex than all these. Chain your mind, convince yourself that you are yourself. No one can help you except yourself.
No one can help me.
For the past week, I have been thinking about that myself.
More so after the NS medical checkup on Wednesday. I am another step closer to the entering of the National Service, yet I feel so uncertain about what I really want to be. In fact, I am not even unsure of myself sometimes.
I find myself unable to fit into many social groups at times, partly because I have pretty much nothing to talk about, and I am fine being a listener rather than the person doing all the talking. However, it seems that I really have NOTHING to say overtime. Even if I say something, it would probably not be very constructive or helpful to the current conversation. I wouldn't mind on some occasions since everyone can say irrelvant stuffs at the wrong time.
But things got pretty saddening after a few times, more than a few times actually.
It is either that I have really no substance to talk about anything, because I am not the kind that knows everything, even if I know something, it is more like a half-know half-unsure kind of knowledge. I am not really witty enough to be saying anything striking that can bring about attention or resonating remarks from the group. Therefore I really envy those who are able to socialise very well and interact as easily as they can. The more people you interact with successfully, you can use the knowledge you gained in other occasions that can bring about an even more fruitful interaction.
It is more like a self-fulfilling skill.
There is always two sides to a coin, as one can always argue that a social person can be putting on a "social mask" that hides one's true intentions and motives perfectly. His true emotions and affections are not displayed easily. That may be true. However, everyone needs to practise a certain degree of social awareness and display different attitudes and style under different condition. One that talks without sparing a thought for the other party will not be successful in interaction with others. For example, one who has a sharp tongue needs to exercise one's ability to control one's own opinion at the correct moment. Nonetheless, a person cannot be so considerate that his own stand is sacrificed at the expanse of the others. You will be looked down as inferior and lacking in self-confidence to portray your own character forcefully without hurting the others' emotions.
Yes I know I am not the kind who can stand up straight and look at the other person in the eyes directly without feeling a sense of inferiority.
Sometimes this sense of inadequacy happens amongst my friends, especially when in a large group of people. I can't stop questioning myself "What am I in this group of people." This fuelled the ostracising of oneself from the group and finally detaching one from the group finally.
I don't wish to elaborate further.
but sometimes I do wonder if I am thinking too much. Nothing has happened, no bad feelings, no osctracising. All the pessismistic views have been conjured up by my mind that runs wild every now and then. Maybe it is all just illusions that I am subjecting myself to.
I really don't know - I know this is the worst answer to give, only I can answer all that has been discussed.
Grow up, be more mature. The society is going to be more complex than all these. Chain your mind, convince yourself that you are yourself. No one can help you except yourself.
No one can help me.
sharkfin fullstopped here
Friday, July 06, 2007
End of Term 3 week 2
I think I am starting to get really scared of NS now, though according to many it is going to be a very different experience from schooling that we have been going through for the past 12 years of our lives.
I don't really like changes, being in a new environment makes me want to return to the original state I was in.
However, sometimes a change in just inevitable, and often, for "the greater good".
Seems like I will be all alone starting next year onwards. Parents and brother will be moving over to China to stay and study, the house I am currently staying in will most likely to be sold. I would be all alone.
I couldn't help but wanting to take a sneak preview, on who would still be my friends, in the time to come. Who are the new people I am going to befriend with, and who are the ones that are going to be forgotten, by me or by the others.
Sometimes I feel that I am leading my life so smoothly. So smooth that I can't seem to stop myself from continuing on this path. I envy those who have been through obstacles (and survive them, of course). They are the ones who really gives the best advise through personal experiences.
Experiences are not told but felt.
I am only afraid one day, I am going to be defeated by a small failure. Unlike schooling, the society is merciless. Once you fall, it is even harder to get up. It is better to get beaten the hell out by education then look at the cruelty of society in awe when we enter the workforce.
It is all too late, 12 years of schooling, that is it.
Whatever that you have experienced, good or bad, will be helpful in the future career, in the survival of life.'
I think, I am locked in my own world, from inside.
I think I am starting to get really scared of NS now, though according to many it is going to be a very different experience from schooling that we have been going through for the past 12 years of our lives.
I don't really like changes, being in a new environment makes me want to return to the original state I was in.
However, sometimes a change in just inevitable, and often, for "the greater good".
Seems like I will be all alone starting next year onwards. Parents and brother will be moving over to China to stay and study, the house I am currently staying in will most likely to be sold. I would be all alone.
I couldn't help but wanting to take a sneak preview, on who would still be my friends, in the time to come. Who are the new people I am going to befriend with, and who are the ones that are going to be forgotten, by me or by the others.
Sometimes I feel that I am leading my life so smoothly. So smooth that I can't seem to stop myself from continuing on this path. I envy those who have been through obstacles (and survive them, of course). They are the ones who really gives the best advise through personal experiences.
Experiences are not told but felt.
I am only afraid one day, I am going to be defeated by a small failure. Unlike schooling, the society is merciless. Once you fall, it is even harder to get up. It is better to get beaten the hell out by education then look at the cruelty of society in awe when we enter the workforce.
It is all too late, 12 years of schooling, that is it.
Whatever that you have experienced, good or bad, will be helpful in the future career, in the survival of life.'
I think, I am locked in my own world, from inside.
sharkfin fullstopped here
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
With the end physics paper 3 today, it concludes the block test II of my second and the last year in JC life.
Nothing much to elaborate on the block test itself, results tell everything, whether you have improved from the first block test or not.
And it is the countdown, yet again, to the prelims.
Endless tests, aims, goals to achieve, only for the 4 As that everyone long to get at the end of the 12 year education system.
Those 4As on the piece of paper that we are going to get next year, will determine who will be able to enter a faculty of their choice, a decent scholarship to finance their own studying.
Or be condemned and left with limited number of choices you are going to have.
Hierachy of the society, or a Rat Race, whichever you call it, is the mechanism to fuel the growth of the society.
... Just study la
*****************
To "celebrate" the end of the blocks, the class of 06S6C physics unit, decides to relax and enjoy ourselves (probably the last time =/) before the official start of term 3. Some of us went to KLunch, some of us watch Transformer. I chose transformer for obvious reason - I don't like singing. Transformer is damn nice, one of the nicest sci-fi movies I have watched. It includes a fair bit of humour along the plot of the movie which is really humours at times. The effects are cool and quite dedicate, and the overall feel is great! I will give it a 9 out of 10!
Left the class to meet up with lekchia and yingqun to go lekchia's house at Kovan to watch one more movie and play with his hamsters. hehe
the movie we watched is Hot Fuzz, lazy to elaborate too much. In a nutshell, it is about a super zai cop who is sent to the countryside village and he began to investigate some of the crimes they are going on there. It is supposed to be a comedian show but I think it contains many black british humour and we couldn't really understand them. Some of the scenes are very gross to the extent of the likes of Final Destination. Maybe the british find it funny? No idea there but as far as I am concern it is quite.. disgusting :p
Went home after that, bought dinner for my bro and mother came home shortly after that, back from China. Yep, just nice. Time to settle down and do some work..
Term 3 starts NOW, but I am still all drowsy and sleepy.. Gotta turn in for bed early tonight.. =)
work hard everyone, work hard.
Nothing much to elaborate on the block test itself, results tell everything, whether you have improved from the first block test or not.
And it is the countdown, yet again, to the prelims.
Endless tests, aims, goals to achieve, only for the 4 As that everyone long to get at the end of the 12 year education system.
Those 4As on the piece of paper that we are going to get next year, will determine who will be able to enter a faculty of their choice, a decent scholarship to finance their own studying.
Or be condemned and left with limited number of choices you are going to have.
Hierachy of the society, or a Rat Race, whichever you call it, is the mechanism to fuel the growth of the society.
... Just study la
*****************
To "celebrate" the end of the blocks, the class of 06S6C physics unit, decides to relax and enjoy ourselves (probably the last time =/) before the official start of term 3. Some of us went to KLunch, some of us watch Transformer. I chose transformer for obvious reason - I don't like singing. Transformer is damn nice, one of the nicest sci-fi movies I have watched. It includes a fair bit of humour along the plot of the movie which is really humours at times. The effects are cool and quite dedicate, and the overall feel is great! I will give it a 9 out of 10!
Left the class to meet up with lekchia and yingqun to go lekchia's house at Kovan to watch one more movie and play with his hamsters. hehe
the movie we watched is Hot Fuzz, lazy to elaborate too much. In a nutshell, it is about a super zai cop who is sent to the countryside village and he began to investigate some of the crimes they are going on there. It is supposed to be a comedian show but I think it contains many black british humour and we couldn't really understand them. Some of the scenes are very gross to the extent of the likes of Final Destination. Maybe the british find it funny? No idea there but as far as I am concern it is quite.. disgusting :p
Went home after that, bought dinner for my bro and mother came home shortly after that, back from China. Yep, just nice. Time to settle down and do some work..
Term 3 starts NOW, but I am still all drowsy and sleepy.. Gotta turn in for bed early tonight.. =)
work hard everyone, work hard.
sharkfin fullstopped here