Yeah finally rid of the major papers..

Physics isn't that of a disaster, though I really hate electricity now..

So in celebration of the completion of econs, gp, chem and physics, junquan, yan zhi, yan min, jia wei, ben tan, audrey, xin wei and I decided to go out "further away" from school to eat.

2 years JC life is real short. You take like half a year to get to know someone in your class. One year could be gone just like that, especially when most of them are second intakers. But nevertheless, it is still fun and enjoyable.

So we went PS to eat. Ate Cafe Cartel and.. I really feel very sinful after eating. We ordered a meal meant for 5 people. Ben, Jun Quan and I shared the stuffs. And it is practially all FRIED FOOD. I think by eating that lunch I owe 20 laps of running in the field at least. Really considering running with junquan and phay after promos.. hehe.

Oh ya, so we finally finish the 5 pax meal. Really full and jun quan and ben tan are like the really bottomless pit. eat and eat and eat. Finished the fish, fried chicken, fried chicken wing, potato wedges, some fried prawns. Oh ya, carrots, in sugar solution. that one tastes bad...

Btw, GLL stands for gossip language and literature. This is a new subject started by Jia Wei and Yan Min. Practically they are searching for their inspirations for their upcoming project in GLL and ben me and audrey fell as the victims. Ya, and I look awful in photos =/ that's why I dont like taking photos... Oh ya, jia wei and yan min they are pursuing their H3 in GLL. So all the best to them and hope they can get whatever they want.

A bunch of nutheads (adapted from xinwei)

Ya and that concludes the day. Went home and slacked till now. Gonna sleep and start work tomorrow! Maths! The last paper to go. GOGOGOGO and ya, FOS and DIE FOS! oops, getting all high now.. Why did you all force me to join vball in FOS.. ahhhhh. First match up against 60 and next match would probably be against rife's class, got xz, him and cb all the pros la... piangz, die liao. hehe...

Oh well, enough crapping, better sleep soon! Sleeping is good for ya health!

9:27 PM

Definiton: Economics is a social science. It is the study of how individuals and societies choose to allocate scarce resourcecs among alternative uses in an attempt to satifsy their unlimited wants.

Alternative definition:

Common sense made difficult.

Saw that somewhere in the first few economics lecture. =P

Ok.. back to drawing, explaining, and memorising.

6:28 PM

Current status: Stagnant

I know there is not enough time. It sounds very contradicting, but I still have no motivation to begin physics.

I am scared, that when I see the questions, I will become even more depressed. It is not like I can't do it, it must be some kind of mental blockade, I am just stopping myself from doing better because I am afraid to try.

In fact, I am more scared about gp than physics. It is true that you can't study for gp the way you study for other subjects. Therefore, we should not be so worried about gp. However, the actual fact is, because we cant study for it, therefore you already anticipate the kind of results you will produce. It is all really about what you have put in over the years. studying gp one night before is not going to be as effective as other subjects.

So much complaints, so much worries. Don't get to fan2 about exams. The more fan2 you are, the more you are not going to do well and confuse yourself before the exams. Relax, and we will do my best.

Jia you everyone! don't give up at the last lap!

1:55 PM

Saturday, 1015pm. Final countdown to promos: 9 days.

I am not at all confident for the promos. Especially physics.

Physics really have been getting the nerves on me. I try to understand the concepts as much as I can. I understand how the equation is used and why it is used. But when I stare at the question.

My mind is blank.

Lack of practise? Definitely. Lack concepts? Probably. Physics seems to be dealing everything with energy. Gravitational potential energy. Electrical potential energy. Kinetic energy. Work energy power.

It is not like I dont understand, but the equation just appear too many times in too many forms, that I am confused when to use wat.

*******

I hope I can start doing something tomorrow. Mother is finally returning home tomorrow night.. Now I know how good it is to have someone making your lunch dinner everyday, cleaning the house so that it is neat and tidy. Do the dishes for you, and always have the cleanest cloths to wear everyday.

I am tired just by doing all these house chores everyday. Nag brother to do work, nag him for messing up everything. Getting frustrated because I am tired. Can't do much revision because I am just drained by all these chores.

*******

I hope I can get myself into the sense of urgency soon. Apparently, I am still getting distracted by my brother playing games. Utopia has to stop for a while, at least, caring less about it.

I have not touched econs at all. Everything. I should start tomorrow..

How many tomorrows are there before I regret?

Plans: Practise more for maths, (especially differentiation and integration) do tys question on physics and chem. Read the econs notes over and over again. Yeah, i know, its brief.

Even blogging took me 15mins, its 1030 now. I better get some sleep. Have been sleeping late because of games. My the other com is officially screwed. The powerbox shut down on its own. I can even hear that it is getting weaker and weaker. Oh well, gotta fix it after promos.

I realised that I am really slow on typing out my thoughts now. I am probably tired. I should rest well tonight and get serious tomorrow. I promise. This is the last time I am going to push what I am suppose to do today to tomorrow.

You don't have all the tomorrows.

10:21 PM

Has been really a long time since I blogged.. Really have no time these few days..

I have not been doing any work for this week. Feel damn guilty now.. everyday come home, slack around, cook dinner, slack somemore, before I know it, it is already 9pm. Plus I play utopia, and 9-10 is my gaming hr. There is practically no time do to anything.

I must pia through this weekend. pia pia pia

Left econs (EVERYTHING), physics starting circular motion (in fact, actually everything also), maths sequence and series a bit more cham. The rest is not so bad.

Can I finish doing what I want in time? Do I have enough time? If not, then what am I doing here?

We are always finding excuses for ourselves for not doing anything, that is not the way, not going to be any benefitial to me. Just stop playing anything for these 2 weeks. Very soon, they will be over.

Everyone is in the mugging mode, will update more when I have the time. till next time then.

P.S. I am actually participating in vball and floorball in FoS. Lol

10:34 PM

Sometimes even games can teach you a lot of things, especially when you are dealing with real life players over the msn. Discussing strategy, talking nonsense some of the time, even complaining some of our own stuffs.

Recently, I have been dominated to take on a leadership role in the game and things are really not as easy as one thinks, even if it is a game. When you gain respect and honour from the others, your words meant a whole lot to them, even though one might not notice it. Saying the right thing at the right moment is the key factor I am lacking, be it in game, or in real life.

Say the RIGHT thing, at the RIGHT moment.

Oe does not need to be ultra talkative to leave people an impression of you. Saying the right thing at the critical moment, is what impressed people most and leave a permanent mark with them.

11:57 PM

Found these interesting blogthings from jia wei's blog =)

People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

Your Stress Level is: 39%

You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control. You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart. Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly.

Is promos really coming? O.o

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

You Are 72% Gentleman

You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners. Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!

10:31 AM

Recently, I have read so much, be it about the class, about others, or even about myself.

As we grow older, we will realise, that the world that we used to dream of when we were young, is never going to be realised. Just like any point on the PPC, it is not going to be reached, it is just, a utopian condition. It is just,

Not possible

I, too, once dreamed of the perfect scenario, where we are all so united and bonded. but, the reality is, it is hard. That is why, there is such a vocabulary called clique.

I blame no one for the outcome of this, everyone is just different and we have different ideology and goals in this 2 years. That is why, there is definitely no class, none, that would say: "my class is very bonded", because, there will definitely be one or two, that is left out of the word "my class".

If you can only meet that few good friends throughout your life, what makes you think that you can meet all of them in just a year.

My point is, even in a very bonded class, there is bound to be people whom you are closer with, while others are not so close.

We are all close to one another, but some are closer to me than the others.

Each person only has 24 hours each day, we need to spend time with friends, lessons, family, ourselves, sleeping. It will be up to oneself to decide which is of a higher priority and which is of the least importance. Some factors remains relatively constant, which are sleeping and lessons. Any imbalance to factor "friends", "family" and "ourselves" will cause unfavourable outcome to yourself.

"When your circle of friends widens, you will realise, that, you are further away from each and every one of them"

- rife

How apted to what is happening to many of us, including myself.

No one wants to leave anyone behind, everyone hopes they can spend all the time together with all of their friends. 24hrs, is all we have.

Scarcity, huh?

So with this scarcity of time, results in opportunity cost. Soon, you will be facing the problem that everyone is demanding something from you, but you simply dont have the time to cater to all of them. You choose, you pick, you ended up disappointing some of your friends, disappointed with yourself for disappointing others.

I respect everyone individual who makes decision for themselves. I, for one, can not make up my mind most of the time. There is always rationale behind one's choice. No one is to be blamed when there is a clash of idea, because, that is the fact

we are all different

I am confused, confused over such problems is not what I am supposed to be doing now, but, It will upset me to no end of it all just ends up like this.

10:15 AM