Friday, May 28, 2004
the rain is pouring madly... lol
last day of the term, and the term ends with yongjs' car broken down in the school... and that concluded this term...
basically term2.. what i can say that i am very slack.. results could have been better, and maybe i can get back my rank 1..lol but this is it. this is what i deserve.. this simple piece of paper reflects wat u have put in, without any lies, with everything true. in just a blink of your eyes, this term is over and the holiday begins
is this holiday really a holiday? to some extent.. firstly.. 2 weeks of lessons in nus (not 2 weeks actually, the professor shrink into 5 days of intensive lesson) however, i still leave at 11/6 back to my home. i will be in singapore for 2 weeks.. so to some extent.. still have to attend lessons, on the other hand, i am going on a holiday. however, there are still hw to be done... most importantly the ACE activities. so far.. english i got 10 (i duno how the heck i got so much), maths got 6 (expected, since i didnt do anything much), chinese got 4.. (okok lor.. expected anyway), physics got 9 (just the sabbaticals :D) chemistry still 2 (meaning i didnt do anything for this term :P) integrate humanities... 4 (until now i still duno why i got 4 for humanities, i remember i didnt do anything lol) basically that is all..
now is my ep3 problem.. sian la.. duno what to do now... damn it.. should i go back?... hai
saw the last drop of the rain.. and the rain finally stopped... when my problem is going to stop?
last day of the term, and the term ends with yongjs' car broken down in the school... and that concluded this term...
basically term2.. what i can say that i am very slack.. results could have been better, and maybe i can get back my rank 1..lol but this is it. this is what i deserve.. this simple piece of paper reflects wat u have put in, without any lies, with everything true. in just a blink of your eyes, this term is over and the holiday begins
is this holiday really a holiday? to some extent.. firstly.. 2 weeks of lessons in nus (not 2 weeks actually, the professor shrink into 5 days of intensive lesson) however, i still leave at 11/6 back to my home. i will be in singapore for 2 weeks.. so to some extent.. still have to attend lessons, on the other hand, i am going on a holiday. however, there are still hw to be done... most importantly the ACE activities. so far.. english i got 10 (i duno how the heck i got so much), maths got 6 (expected, since i didnt do anything much), chinese got 4.. (okok lor.. expected anyway), physics got 9 (just the sabbaticals :D) chemistry still 2 (meaning i didnt do anything for this term :P) integrate humanities... 4 (until now i still duno why i got 4 for humanities, i remember i didnt do anything lol) basically that is all..
now is my ep3 problem.. sian la.. duno what to do now... damn it.. should i go back?... hai
saw the last drop of the rain.. and the rain finally stopped... when my problem is going to stop?
sharkfin fullstopped here
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
less than a month to my birthday... soon i will be 16... so fast.........
i think that secondary school years are the most important part of one's life.. it sort of determine what u wanted to be in the future... and the time spent here has indeed a great impact on me... i dunno whether i should consider myself lucky, i will be changing my place of residence agn... maybe this is my fate.. cant stay in one country more than 6 years... i just wonder how you will feel if u were to study in one place for the whole education period... maybe that is better than what i am going thru... at least there is no need to adapt to so many new environment...
today's australian english was a complete disaster... i dun think i can be sure of one correct answer... and the time is so short.. i was at qn 35 when the person says u have 30mins left.. wth.. 45 qn in 30mins... that is abt 1.5qn/min plus the reading... damn rush... lucky in the end still can finish.. if can get credit i think i will be very happy already
this friday EOTA... cooking! my favourite "past-time" other than reading (chinese only) and playing computer games. the place is at sunrice duno what.. think is a hotel... or that is conrad.. not sure.. but this better be good... 26 bucks... not very cheap.. but its ok.. as long as i do what i like.. lol... and two way transport provided.. the thinggy will end at 2.30.. and we are supposed to do our use ur hands from 130-200... wonder how we are going do to that.. even if we start doing when we come back... that will be until 3.. some evaluation and distribution of term progress report.. damn scared abt this report... coz this is going to determine whether i will get a good scolding from my aunt when i go back lol.. she really wants me to do very good here... argh.. very hard la... always do last minute work one.. den also things i dun like to do i dun do.. like lit review.. handed in last sat only.. and got a pathetic 10.5.. wth... i deserve it anyway.. so lousy and poor.. but who cares abt humanities.. i have no interest in humanities anyway... just hope i get a B4 for my humanities and i will be very happy already
have smp attachment during the june hol.. lucky only one week.. from 31 may to 6 june if i not wrong.. but the lessons quite long.. from 10am-3pm.. thats 5 hours.. lol for 5 days... now finally know what we are doing... lol.. after so much time... and after that i will be off taiwan already :D see my cousins and friends.. actually no friends to see actually.. but i really wanted to see my old primary school friends.. but for sure i am not going to recognize them.. they should be in JC 1 and going JC2 this september.. wow.. that is really fast.. remember when i last see them is primary 4.... and i could still remember vividly that someone gave me his email address that time... but i cant remember where i have placed the paper.. but i dun think i can find it anway... that is soooo long ago.. wonder how they are doing.. maybe some of them are not even in taiwan already.. just like me........
3 more days to holiday.. or rather.. i should say... 10 more days to my holiday.....
considering whether anot.. try wearing contact lenses... decided if i were to wear it i will keep it as a secret from my mother.. dun think she will want me to wear it.. but i also dunwan to be questioned by my mother and father.. very mafan.. just try try only.. as long as i dun injure myself... maybe it worths a try... just a try............
i think that secondary school years are the most important part of one's life.. it sort of determine what u wanted to be in the future... and the time spent here has indeed a great impact on me... i dunno whether i should consider myself lucky, i will be changing my place of residence agn... maybe this is my fate.. cant stay in one country more than 6 years... i just wonder how you will feel if u were to study in one place for the whole education period... maybe that is better than what i am going thru... at least there is no need to adapt to so many new environment...
today's australian english was a complete disaster... i dun think i can be sure of one correct answer... and the time is so short.. i was at qn 35 when the person says u have 30mins left.. wth.. 45 qn in 30mins... that is abt 1.5qn/min plus the reading... damn rush... lucky in the end still can finish.. if can get credit i think i will be very happy already
this friday EOTA... cooking! my favourite "past-time" other than reading (chinese only) and playing computer games. the place is at sunrice duno what.. think is a hotel... or that is conrad.. not sure.. but this better be good... 26 bucks... not very cheap.. but its ok.. as long as i do what i like.. lol... and two way transport provided.. the thinggy will end at 2.30.. and we are supposed to do our use ur hands from 130-200... wonder how we are going do to that.. even if we start doing when we come back... that will be until 3.. some evaluation and distribution of term progress report.. damn scared abt this report... coz this is going to determine whether i will get a good scolding from my aunt when i go back lol.. she really wants me to do very good here... argh.. very hard la... always do last minute work one.. den also things i dun like to do i dun do.. like lit review.. handed in last sat only.. and got a pathetic 10.5.. wth... i deserve it anyway.. so lousy and poor.. but who cares abt humanities.. i have no interest in humanities anyway... just hope i get a B4 for my humanities and i will be very happy already
have smp attachment during the june hol.. lucky only one week.. from 31 may to 6 june if i not wrong.. but the lessons quite long.. from 10am-3pm.. thats 5 hours.. lol for 5 days... now finally know what we are doing... lol.. after so much time... and after that i will be off taiwan already :D see my cousins and friends.. actually no friends to see actually.. but i really wanted to see my old primary school friends.. but for sure i am not going to recognize them.. they should be in JC 1 and going JC2 this september.. wow.. that is really fast.. remember when i last see them is primary 4.... and i could still remember vividly that someone gave me his email address that time... but i cant remember where i have placed the paper.. but i dun think i can find it anway... that is soooo long ago.. wonder how they are doing.. maybe some of them are not even in taiwan already.. just like me........
3 more days to holiday.. or rather.. i should say... 10 more days to my holiday.....
considering whether anot.. try wearing contact lenses... decided if i were to wear it i will keep it as a secret from my mother.. dun think she will want me to wear it.. but i also dunwan to be questioned by my mother and father.. very mafan.. just try try only.. as long as i dun injure myself... maybe it worths a try... just a try............
sharkfin fullstopped here
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
after a long long period of time.. back on blogging.. think my blogging is just as and when i like lol..
today supposed to rush for mrp but really really have no mood to do it.. firstly is that i duno how to do.. and second i really get sianed by this mrp thing... duno who invented humanities... sciences are much more fun than boring humanities.. argh.. so until now still not started yet... wahahaha can die liao.. coz today got niaoed by chanml lor.. then the way she niao is really niao you lor... argh.. really wanted to laugh when she said those but thinking that if i laugh it will be very disgraceful and she might think that i find this funny and get even more angry... but i think she is already very angry... coz got other people who also never hand in.. she remind them abt the dates they have to hand in.. but she never call our group.. is either she forgot.. or she purposely ignore it.. argh
mother going indo this friday.. woho 3 days of free days.. but still have one day need go her fren's house fix computer.. lol.. see their computer run like pentium one which is apparently on pentium 3 and above.. obivously never maintain properly... just now she called coz she suspect there is virus.. hehe.. expected one la.. see there no antivirus or what.. den internet just hang there the whole day.. never got virus then is tyco lor.. probability.. erm... lol
still haven settle my ep3 problem.. i really duno what to do wif it already.. think that i might just forget abt it.. anyway i will be leaving singapore next year anyway... so MAY be taking O levels and go 3P? lol.... but its only yesterday den i heard from my aunt that she has changed the plan.. argh... i am really reluctant to leave singapore.. with my friends here and some sort of 'belonging' to singapore? lol.. maybe this is my destiny.. never have a proper place to live in.. move here and there just like my father... hahaz.. it is inevitable that i will be leaving someday... but i didnt expect it to be so fast.. tts why this morning i was kinda awkard and duno what to do... felt very strange.. the environment i am in.. the classmate i am with.. the friends i have now.... will all vanish in a year's time.... my friends... my classmates.. my house.. will disappear... maybe i will still keep in touch with my friends... but i am really worried.. i am going to a completely new environment... i still remember first time i come to singapore i am not that scared coz i know that i can still see people whom can speak chinese very well.. but where i am going is a completely western place... very few people can speak chinese very well... i dunwan to leave.. i wan to stay in singapore............
today supposed to rush for mrp but really really have no mood to do it.. firstly is that i duno how to do.. and second i really get sianed by this mrp thing... duno who invented humanities... sciences are much more fun than boring humanities.. argh.. so until now still not started yet... wahahaha can die liao.. coz today got niaoed by chanml lor.. then the way she niao is really niao you lor... argh.. really wanted to laugh when she said those but thinking that if i laugh it will be very disgraceful and she might think that i find this funny and get even more angry... but i think she is already very angry... coz got other people who also never hand in.. she remind them abt the dates they have to hand in.. but she never call our group.. is either she forgot.. or she purposely ignore it.. argh
mother going indo this friday.. woho 3 days of free days.. but still have one day need go her fren's house fix computer.. lol.. see their computer run like pentium one which is apparently on pentium 3 and above.. obivously never maintain properly... just now she called coz she suspect there is virus.. hehe.. expected one la.. see there no antivirus or what.. den internet just hang there the whole day.. never got virus then is tyco lor.. probability.. erm... lol
still haven settle my ep3 problem.. i really duno what to do wif it already.. think that i might just forget abt it.. anyway i will be leaving singapore next year anyway... so MAY be taking O levels and go 3P? lol.... but its only yesterday den i heard from my aunt that she has changed the plan.. argh... i am really reluctant to leave singapore.. with my friends here and some sort of 'belonging' to singapore? lol.. maybe this is my destiny.. never have a proper place to live in.. move here and there just like my father... hahaz.. it is inevitable that i will be leaving someday... but i didnt expect it to be so fast.. tts why this morning i was kinda awkard and duno what to do... felt very strange.. the environment i am in.. the classmate i am with.. the friends i have now.... will all vanish in a year's time.... my friends... my classmates.. my house.. will disappear... maybe i will still keep in touch with my friends... but i am really worried.. i am going to a completely new environment... i still remember first time i come to singapore i am not that scared coz i know that i can still see people whom can speak chinese very well.. but where i am going is a completely western place... very few people can speak chinese very well... i dunwan to leave.. i wan to stay in singapore............
sharkfin fullstopped here