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Saturday, January 31, 2004

Hihi

Me am back blogging agn.. lol.. dunno for how long i have not updated... let me calculate... 20days.. today is 31/1

So what happened in 20days?... lol.. a lot of things.. school, classes, homework, friends, ep3, etc. so lets tok one by one.. hope u all not fan2 abt my long and useless blogging skills...

so school!.. what u expect.. starting of school is ok.. everything is well... for the first 3 weeks... everything "seems" well.. now is week4 and towards week 5.. homework started to fill up my life... homework in the sense of work that has to be handed in the next day.. a lot of hw.. especially maths.. actually i dun find a lot.. but i know for sure some ppl who is not very good in maths will sure feel that there is a lot of maths hw.. mdm tham gives homework everyday.. though not handed in the next day... but u will feel that there a lot of things to be handed in the next couple of days.. that is abt maths..

now is humanities... i dun think there is a lot of hw on humanities.. but i am not good in humanities... even a simple work like source based is a headache... not only core.. so is geog.. there are so many geog assignments which shld be done in CNY and to be handed in last friday (yesterday) but he didnt come that day.. good right? so we had double Core.. which i still didnt do one assignment for core and got scolded.. >.<

language! chinese is ok.. i am a taiwanese so chinese shld be not much of a problem.. but most problem in english... this year has to do quite a lot of exposition writing.. which i didnt know how to go abt doing it.. and other stuffs like functional writing.. 30marks.. what a large weightage.. and mdm ong is so serious in class.. the only time she smiles she is always looking at the ceiling.. and she blinks a lot.. lol.. and put a lot of powder too.. she shld be rich (according to yingqun)lol

sciences.. everything is fine.. not much of problem.. but have to be more careful.. the two assignment i did for chem and physics all got some errors here and there because i am not careful enuf.. so try my best to check and try to read more carefully lor..

IP!... sucks... especially the ACE... what a complete waste of time... the ace period.. or i shld say slack period... that period is completely useless.. waste our time... and now ACE is not all compulsary.. that is something better than NAG.. not all i like to do.. haha.. i am only looking forward to sabbaticals.. but i doubt abt it now... whatever...

New class.. its been a month since i got into this "new" class... not really new.. with 1/3 ppl from 2K is like coming back to old class... but i still made some new friends.. all those sitting beside me one... kenneth originally 2I, zhi xing who is a soccer crazy.. from 2L... wanpeng.. actually i knew him last year... he borrowed my calculator and calling of kindred.. from 2J... Wei Ming, with msg of 2.1 something O.o from 2L... the rest i dun intro liao.. just some of familiar faces.. and chinese PRC too... looking at them really makes me think of me when i just came to singapore.. a similar situation... lol.. i shall not explain anymore.. i am looking forward to know more ppl... i will have to know them in the end.. by whatever means... O.o... that is abt 3K, a non-bio dun = bad... that is my perception.. maybe is because i am 3K so propagandaing.. lol

EP3... okokokok.. nothing is wrong and there is no better... everything is the same.. lol.. dun wanna tok too much on it...

now really feel under pressure.. real pressure... first is project's day.. but i dun find it quite a pressure.. maybe sth that is enjoyable... lol... team wif yingqun and lekchia this year.. looking forward to a good project this year... at least a final?... yay.. 5,3,3,3,3,3....

SMP!.. today went to the official launch.. just another crap.. dunwan mention it... but.. its very demanding.. meet the mentor once a week.. and a full attachment in the june... i cant go back taiwan now... >.< but at least ACE points and i can submit it as a PD.. yay.. another 5,3,3,3,3,3....

MRP!... i hate this.. i didnt do anything abt MRP last year.. O.o.. lol i think i too slack to do lah.. but this year onwards must do.. so sian... but no choice.. 40%.. its same as EXAM!.. lol bear with it

one last thing... the business dunno what mangement.. i think yq sign up for me.. together wif lekchia and two other guys i think.. i dunnno not i register one.. lekchia have been toking abt it yesterday... duunno what is that yet.. later go and look up into the web for details... but i think is another thing like SMP... omg.. shld have not sign up for so many.. but sign up liao.. haha... no choice...

tok abt so much liao.. time to tok abt yesterday...

yesterday... friday... tiring day... though no training still tiring..lol.. i will tell ya slowly..

there goes the bell on friday 2pm... went to 3I and look for yingqun.. he doing maths and bio.. sort of like help him a little.. den boon come and wan me to go down to canteen with him to copy the name list for the competitors for the upcoming vball tournament... but i dunwan to go so i stay in class wif yq and waited until he finishes his work den we go down.. boon was still copying that time.. O.o... after that i think at abt 3pm.. (or so) went to boon's house.. i think take 852 den transfer 947 (is it?) whatever.. so spend quite some time in his house wif yq until 5pm... den go tiong bahru.. that stupid shiehls say cannot wear uniform.. so have to ask yq and boon to come along wif me to my house... by the time reach my house 6pm.. but mum not back and i duun have keys so have to wait for her.. after 10mins she back den she welcomed everyone home... they sit outside watch cartoon (lol) and i go bath and change.. left the house at 620pm.. den rush to tiong bahru plaza to eat...

eat at the KFC there and caught the MRT train to pasir ris just in time at 640... we are suppose to go esplanade by CityLink but we dunnno whether is city hall or raffles place.. yq say is raffles place and boon say is city hall and i dunno.. coz the mrt reach raffles first so we alighted at raffles place... den its like very awkard... they all wan me to ask the officer where CityLink is so i asked.. and i stammered... keep stammering.. i tok to frens sometimes will stammer liao tok to strangers stammered even more.. so where am i?... oh.. the officer.. he say its in cityhall (duh)... so we luckily caught another mrt going marina bay (or jurong east? cant remember, its the NS line i remembered)... alighted at cityhall and found the citylink... what a long way... walk until legs tired and panting... lol.. walk walk walk run run run.. and reach esplanade finally! its grand... coz i first time go there.. met lekchia and he ask me abt clothes.. that time he got ask me to take for him... but i forgot totally... lucky i got my jacket.. actually he wanted to wear mine but i dunwan... and he dunwan wear yq's either.. so he will have to do wif that jacket... its really awkard when u have short pants wif long sleeves.. but no choice.. their teacher say cannot wear uniform (gohyy).. oh i forgot to mention sth.. 3I shld have a class dinner (mdm ong treat one) and i heard is quite nice... hope yq dun regret coming wif boon and I.. and we went into the theatre.. and its like -- WOW! the place is GRAND.. 3 storeys high.. and its very huge.. huge enuf to fill up all sec3s and teachers and there are still quite a number of spaces... yq's seat is BB 09 lekchia's is DD 11 and mine is DD 18... wei ming was sitting at DD 17 so i pleaded him to let yq have that ticket and he go sit at BB 09 beside Sim Hwee (did i spell correct? 3I guy, councillor) wei ming agreed so yq sat beside me lor.. :D at least someone i know sitting beside me.. if not weiming and yanloong was sitting bside me. in the end is Khai Shin.. they change places.. so the performance started!..the performance is good except the recital part is a bit boring.. and i really feel sorry for mdm ong.. coz form teachers must come.. and i wonder if she understand.. sorry mdm ong.. haha.. almost fell asleep at the recital part.. and yq and ks already fell asleep.. den is the break of 20mins.. den back to second part.. the second part is like a short play.. just that the people dun tok a lot... and the conductor.. so "action" haha.. jumping abt here and there lol.. scared that he dropped his stick... and the second part ended successfully... yay.. and the time is... 10?.. cant remember.. no handphone and watch.. so went to bus-stop and take 75 home.. yq taking wif me coz he left my bag at my house.. he dunwan bring to esplanade so he left it at my house... but while waiting for bus he wanted to go jalan-jalan (walk-walk) so i walk wif him lor.. any-o-how walk.. walk until dunno where lol.. just walk... i enjoyed it a lot.. because this is my first time... to go out wif frens at night.. really.. my first time... and it is really good... long time never have this type of feelings... anyway.. this can leave to later part.. let me continue..

i think we walk... onto the road! wuahaha... lol.. so many cars and so scary... only a thin spacing behind the double yellow line.. the car just sped past u... so scary... so we hurried to the pavement... and we reach marina square... i think... wait.. before that i think we went some place.. buy McColosso.. met junyu.. duno whether he got see us... ok.. back to marina square... we went inside... walk walk walk.. and come out found ourselves beside the 春到河畔迎新春.. i think its the correct spelling.. there is no traffic like in 200metres... so we jaywalked.. lol.. it took us so long to walk over the other side.. traffic is heavy.. got to cross lane by lane.. lol... and finally got to the other side... and is until then i realise that i have been to the same place before.. wif my family.. and i am back agn this year, wif yingqun... but there are a lot more facilities that i didnt see the last time.. the reverse bungee jump.... haha... looks fun.. and there is this stall.. u throw coins onto plates... and someone got into the smallest plate!.. the prize is a big flurry dog.. so good... i also want one.. haha.. but its really nice... and there is this thing i dunno how to explain.. something that swing round round.. i dunno how to say lah.. that one also very scary... especially the moment the machine just sped over you... whoa the pressure is all there... and we walk other places as well... but due to time constrain we have to go home.. its really enjoyable.. my first time... and i think i will find sometime to go out wif yq agn :D... its 11pm... so late.. and we went home.. not forgetting that yq must come my house to pick him bag up... and we took 75... and on the bus we tok abt this IP.. and classes.. and other things.. and reach home.. its 1130... omg.. latest ever... before we went up yq phoned his bro that his going home that time... and followed me up to my house.. i asked him to stay outside coz my mum for sure scold me if she saw him.. but i have to sneak his bag out.. and finally i did... but after that i was scolded... but nvm.. it worths.. my first experience of night life.. lol.. not so serious lah.. and pomp onto bed and sleep... still have to go for SMP the next day... and yq went tiong bahru plaza himself.. i wanted to go wif him but i cant... mum will know yq is there if i ask her... so i lend him some books for him to read in the MRT... but i think he fell asleep (is it? i dunno.. just guessing) and i sleep...zz....

Phew... blogged for a long time... but its ok.. i cant surpress everything in me... but i still need to find someone whom I can trust to listen to my thoughts.. as what he said to me... zz... k.. i shall end here.. thank you for your kind attention.. lol byebye

word count : 2238 words O.o

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6:23 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2004

Haiz...

in a very bad mood now... after knowing that my kaponess has gotten me into some sort of trouble... i am not going to mention abt it anymore.. there is nothing i can do but just change my bad habit... but is all too late... things have been done.. i can only apologise... to be forgiven or not to be forgiven.. that is not what i can decide... what i only hope now is to let this event pass quietly... but i dun think that will be the case... someone has lost trust in me... that is the wrost... i wonder... is it going to collapse just because of this.. i couldnt imaging... i couldnt do much to regain my trustworth... especially when u have already lost it... i dunno... why am i being to extra and tell someone abt it... i am just getting myself into trouble... now i am in it... serve myself right.. i really regret it now... regretted it awfully... why am i so stupid and tell it to someone else... who has no concern abt it at all... WHY?! this isnt the first time... forget it.. what i wan to do is just kick this habit.. that is all... bye

lets hope i am better when i am in school tomoro

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5:03 PM

Thursday, January 08, 2004

hi... thinking of blogging all of a sudden.. lol

today is thursday... very sian during the recesses.. nothing to do except eating... monday to wed and fri will go round the school with yingqun and lekchia but now there is nothing to do at all.. can only just walk pass their classes... sian... but today is over... and is over...

its been a week since i have been in 3K.... honestly.. i dun hate this class as much as yingqun does... yesterday shiehls also got talk to me... den i got tok to her abt having friends in other classes... she just told me to adapt and make new friends.... but its hard... its been 2 years in 2K and now we are separated... we finally getting to know more abt other people but now we are separated... why is there such a thing called streaming... everyone study bio lah... CHS ppl all so clever study lor.. why must have a standard of 2.5 where other schools only need to have A2 for science and maths... dun care lah.. anyway now i in non-bio class... dun tok so much... i not in bio.. but i want to go... appeal no use... so in 3K lor... for me... its still okok... though dunno who are sitting around me... at least they still got tok to me... den i try to tok to them.. but so embarrassed... plus i always stammer when nervous... for sure they laughing at me... haiz... but overall grading for 3K... 3.5/5...

one more thing to comment.. is abt the ACE... i really hate this new scheme.. why must we tok in class one... and dun tok no points.. like forcing you to tok.. i not that kind of ppl who will try to get 1 mark means 1 mark.... i dun wan to speak means dunwan... but every teacher is emphasising on that.. making me more confused... what i shld do.. follow the trend and open my mouth and tok... or... just keep quiet and everything will pass.... as if... i think in the end i will still tok... but slowly first...

i think i will starting to dislike thursday if i dun find something to do during the recesses on thurs... bye

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