Tuesday, July 15, 2003
Hilo......
Damn long never blog... coz very busy last days...relative came and go...den mother went back to Taiwan... very busy at home... haiz...now finally can find time to blog...
Nothing much actually... actually got a lot to say but too lazy to type...haiz... in conclusion... everything is still fine...just that i had a new feelings after my relatives have gone back to Taiwan... after they had come to singapore... i was very happy... it is just a feeling that cant be told, but to experience.. haiz... now they had left... i felt very lonely in singapore... not say no friends... but is no sense of belonging actually... really dun feel like home lor... different feelings when i go back... i am always happy to go back :)
still 'qian' ling a lot of hw.. mus go do now.... byebye
Damn long never blog... coz very busy last days...relative came and go...den mother went back to Taiwan... very busy at home... haiz...now finally can find time to blog...
Nothing much actually... actually got a lot to say but too lazy to type...haiz... in conclusion... everything is still fine...just that i had a new feelings after my relatives have gone back to Taiwan... after they had come to singapore... i was very happy... it is just a feeling that cant be told, but to experience.. haiz... now they had left... i felt very lonely in singapore... not say no friends... but is no sense of belonging actually... really dun feel like home lor... different feelings when i go back... i am always happy to go back :)
still 'qian' ling a lot of hw.. mus go do now.... byebye
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Thursday, July 03, 2003
I have no right to say anyone... i got an opportunity for myself abt public speaking... dunno wads that... going to ask others tomoro...
Why now always abt public speaking and communication? dun really like tt... first of all... it is really embarressing lar... i not like ppl like song jun or Max... haiz... ppl are liddat...haiz...
Thot going to apply IC again... but mum say wan to apply when we are renewing PR... dunno lor...
Haiz... study Maths... chinese also... haiz.... bye
Why now always abt public speaking and communication? dun really like tt... first of all... it is really embarressing lar... i not like ppl like song jun or Max... haiz... ppl are liddat...haiz...
Thot going to apply IC again... but mum say wan to apply when we are renewing PR... dunno lor...
Haiz... study Maths... chinese also... haiz.... bye
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Wednesday, July 02, 2003
emcee... RP host... all very public one... can u cope wif it? of course not referring to me lah... no need say u know lar... haha
today is juz as normal as the days... after school eat den went home... suppose to go apply IC, but den one the way there found many things didnt bring... like the birth cert, passport... so going tomoro... sianz... that means tomoro is gone liao lar... haiz... got maths test den still got Ep3... forget abt Ep3 lar... hate it...
going eat dinner now... bye then
today is juz as normal as the days... after school eat den went home... suppose to go apply IC, but den one the way there found many things didnt bring... like the birth cert, passport... so going tomoro... sianz... that means tomoro is gone liao lar... haiz... got maths test den still got Ep3... forget abt Ep3 lar... hate it...
going eat dinner now... bye then
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Tuesday, July 01, 2003
now continueing my story... where am i... oh,the final test...
i took many exams from many schools, from Henderson Primary school, Keng Seng Primary Schoo, Swiss Cottage, den others lar... (cant remember)... the exam is in December... so no holiday for me, lol... and everyday is exam...exam...exam... so finally... the exam is over...and it is time to get the results... I cant get in to Swiss Cottage... I can go for Primary 5 in Henderson Primary... which means that there is no age difference... but i dunwan... coz too tough... den i can go in to Keng Seng Primary at P4... that is ok... at least what i went in is a good class... the Principal thought of letting me in to P5 but there is no more vacancy... i am satisfied wif P4... if not, all the people i will meet will be different liao... nevermind... coming back to the point, i am admitted in to Keng Seng... that is juz a neighbour hood sch... and it has now being merged to Gan Eng Seng Primary school... where my brother studies now... anyway... i was very unfamiliar wif all the classmates... somemore i dun understand the english very well... so i failed my English in my CA :p. After that there is no more of such cases...
Time flies... after streaming exam... den P5 liao... den P6... English still not that good... going to take PSLE... that time i was very scared coz everyone say PSLE very difficult. not of course not lar.. so PSLE that year very tough lar... english so difficult... i almost failed... and day by day we worked...
To be continued...
i took many exams from many schools, from Henderson Primary school, Keng Seng Primary Schoo, Swiss Cottage, den others lar... (cant remember)... the exam is in December... so no holiday for me, lol... and everyday is exam...exam...exam... so finally... the exam is over...and it is time to get the results... I cant get in to Swiss Cottage... I can go for Primary 5 in Henderson Primary... which means that there is no age difference... but i dunwan... coz too tough... den i can go in to Keng Seng Primary at P4... that is ok... at least what i went in is a good class... the Principal thought of letting me in to P5 but there is no more vacancy... i am satisfied wif P4... if not, all the people i will meet will be different liao... nevermind... coming back to the point, i am admitted in to Keng Seng... that is juz a neighbour hood sch... and it has now being merged to Gan Eng Seng Primary school... where my brother studies now... anyway... i was very unfamiliar wif all the classmates... somemore i dun understand the english very well... so i failed my English in my CA :p. After that there is no more of such cases...
Time flies... after streaming exam... den P5 liao... den P6... English still not that good... going to take PSLE... that time i was very scared coz everyone say PSLE very difficult. not of course not lar.. so PSLE that year very tough lar... english so difficult... i almost failed... and day by day we worked...
To be continued...
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Back from dinner... nothing to do so blog lor...
Actually have hw to do... but the answer is.... u know lar, right?
Today had talk... and it is really a talk... talk...talk...talk... non-stop one... haiz... damn sian... feel like faling asleep anytime... but den Ms Teo behind me so dun dare sleep... almost at the end of the session den she went to sit in front of yq... den at the Q and A session... i was surprised to see yq tok in auditorium (he is the emcee anyway, he will get to experience it... time matters only) den after that went home... so now at home lor... trying very hard not to think abt THAT... ok? dun remind me of THAT... haiz... since no one helping me, i solve myself lar... haiz...
still havent do the book review... haiz... that is all i left with... oh ya... 5 more Art. Ex haiz
Bye...BYE...
Actually have hw to do... but the answer is.... u know lar, right?
Today had talk... and it is really a talk... talk...talk...talk... non-stop one... haiz... damn sian... feel like faling asleep anytime... but den Ms Teo behind me so dun dare sleep... almost at the end of the session den she went to sit in front of yq... den at the Q and A session... i was surprised to see yq tok in auditorium (he is the emcee anyway, he will get to experience it... time matters only) den after that went home... so now at home lor... trying very hard not to think abt THAT... ok? dun remind me of THAT... haiz... since no one helping me, i solve myself lar... haiz...
still havent do the book review... haiz... that is all i left with... oh ya... 5 more Art. Ex haiz
Bye...BYE...
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Hilo............
My depression seems to have become better... but this will not be the end... it will still happen unless the problem is solved... what to do now??? i am really lost now... i really need someone to guide me... out of the mess here... haiz... what should i do... i cant wait for my death can i... WHAT should i do... Three more days to another nightmare... this shldn't be a nightmare anymore... this is even worse than a nightmare... really hate it... haiz
Cant think of anything good to make me happy... nothing! Oh ya... got to get a copy of the certificate of education for my PR... going to renew it by the end of Junly... nothing more to say... though school shld have a lot to say... but dunwan lar... so sian lor...
Heard that YingQun is becoming a MC... haha, congrats to him lor... coz he has good voice mah... haha... dunno whether he is becoming the morning assembly one or the Tuesday assembly... dunno.... we have to wait and see lor...
Nothing to say... really fed-up... haiz
My depression seems to have become better... but this will not be the end... it will still happen unless the problem is solved... what to do now??? i am really lost now... i really need someone to guide me... out of the mess here... haiz... what should i do... i cant wait for my death can i... WHAT should i do... Three more days to another nightmare... this shldn't be a nightmare anymore... this is even worse than a nightmare... really hate it... haiz
Cant think of anything good to make me happy... nothing! Oh ya... got to get a copy of the certificate of education for my PR... going to renew it by the end of Junly... nothing more to say... though school shld have a lot to say... but dunwan lar... so sian lor...
Heard that YingQun is becoming a MC... haha, congrats to him lor... coz he has good voice mah... haha... dunno whether he is becoming the morning assembly one or the Tuesday assembly... dunno.... we have to wait and see lor...
Nothing to say... really fed-up... haiz
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