Monday, June 30, 2003
haiz...
now i am really in a deep hole now... not knowing the future of my life as a volleyballer... i have never felt so depressed in my whole life... never... and i really need someone to talk to me... I really wish that my friends can listen to my sorrows... i am really in bad mood now... and it is all caused by my EP3... I dun have a friend to tok to... I feel as if i am alone... in an island called singapore... i hoped so much that i have not come this place... if i am back in Taiwan... i would have more friends who can really listen to my sorrows and pains... but there is NONE here! not even ONE! It is really disheartening lah... coz of my EP3, and the loneliness i feel...
haiz... incomplete yet, but no time to waste... hope tomoro will be a better day...
now i am really in a deep hole now... not knowing the future of my life as a volleyballer... i have never felt so depressed in my whole life... never... and i really need someone to talk to me... I really wish that my friends can listen to my sorrows... i am really in bad mood now... and it is all caused by my EP3... I dun have a friend to tok to... I feel as if i am alone... in an island called singapore... i hoped so much that i have not come this place... if i am back in Taiwan... i would have more friends who can really listen to my sorrows and pains... but there is NONE here! not even ONE! It is really disheartening lah... coz of my EP3, and the loneliness i feel...
haiz... incomplete yet, but no time to waste... hope tomoro will be a better day...
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Hilo...
Today had training... no need say u shld know the situation... make a handful of errors... really in despair now... haiz... i have lost faith, lost interest (i dun have one right from the start anyway) and lost everything... cant do anything anyway... i am just as clumsy and as inalert compared to others... i dun even think i have a suitable quality to be a sportsman... never, will i be able to play well in the aspect of sports... today suvery got one qn saying whether u are being forced to join or something liddat... i shld say 'strongly agree' instead of the middle one.... really HATE training now... haiz...
Very upset and angry now... dunwan blog liao.. bye
Today had training... no need say u shld know the situation... make a handful of errors... really in despair now... haiz... i have lost faith, lost interest (i dun have one right from the start anyway) and lost everything... cant do anything anyway... i am just as clumsy and as inalert compared to others... i dun even think i have a suitable quality to be a sportsman... never, will i be able to play well in the aspect of sports... today suvery got one qn saying whether u are being forced to join or something liddat... i shld say 'strongly agree' instead of the middle one.... really HATE training now... haiz...
Very upset and angry now... dunwan blog liao.. bye
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Sunday, June 29, 2003
Hilo...
Tomoro school reopens... which means we are back to the routine sch-eat-slp... wonder what it is like if i have not come out of my homeland...
I was sitting on the plane travelling from Taiwan to Singapore. My feels are different then those when i went overseas for holidays. I know that, this trip puts down a full-stop my primary school life in Taiwan and a new paragraph for my studies in Singapore... i glance at my hometown for on last time... and the land vanished into the clouds.... wif a mixed feelings... i begin my studies in Singapore......
August 7, 1998. I reached a country called Singapore... i country that i never heard of, a place i have never been... in my heart, i was sad... i was sad because i could never see my friends, my cousins and my relatives... i was sad, because i am now in a totally new environment... a brand new place that i have never seen. I was happy, because i am now in a new world, a world that allows me to explore freely, a world that is completely new. With these feelings, i started my life in Singapore......
I stayed in a motel somewhere near River Valley Road... First time i reach singapore... i could not understand their language, which is english... What i know is only basic a,b,c and nothing more... I was afraid, afriad of the place, afraid of everything! Fear Not! that is my family's encouragement... My courage gained as days went by... However, i could not just let time flow... I will have to take the entry examinations held in Novemer and December... which means... i only have three to four months left... I started my class at a nearby tuition centre.. I was scared... i could not understand what the teacher is talking abt.. not i not paying attention... but i did not understand English. Each day, from Monday to Saturday, i have to study, from 9am until 10pm... Life is tiring... That sort of life really hit me hard in my heart... I was never happy each day... with all the burdens... What i see in front of me isnt a lighted pathway... is a path that is filled with all sorts of english book, assessments and reading materials... this kind of life continues until the final examination... and here comes the final test...
To be continued......
Tomoro school reopens... which means we are back to the routine sch-eat-slp... wonder what it is like if i have not come out of my homeland...
I was sitting on the plane travelling from Taiwan to Singapore. My feels are different then those when i went overseas for holidays. I know that, this trip puts down a full-stop my primary school life in Taiwan and a new paragraph for my studies in Singapore... i glance at my hometown for on last time... and the land vanished into the clouds.... wif a mixed feelings... i begin my studies in Singapore......
August 7, 1998. I reached a country called Singapore... i country that i never heard of, a place i have never been... in my heart, i was sad... i was sad because i could never see my friends, my cousins and my relatives... i was sad, because i am now in a totally new environment... a brand new place that i have never seen. I was happy, because i am now in a new world, a world that allows me to explore freely, a world that is completely new. With these feelings, i started my life in Singapore......
I stayed in a motel somewhere near River Valley Road... First time i reach singapore... i could not understand their language, which is english... What i know is only basic a,b,c and nothing more... I was afraid, afriad of the place, afraid of everything! Fear Not! that is my family's encouragement... My courage gained as days went by... However, i could not just let time flow... I will have to take the entry examinations held in Novemer and December... which means... i only have three to four months left... I started my class at a nearby tuition centre.. I was scared... i could not understand what the teacher is talking abt.. not i not paying attention... but i did not understand English. Each day, from Monday to Saturday, i have to study, from 9am until 10pm... Life is tiring... That sort of life really hit me hard in my heart... I was never happy each day... with all the burdens... What i see in front of me isnt a lighted pathway... is a path that is filled with all sorts of english book, assessments and reading materials... this kind of life continues until the final examination... and here comes the final test...
To be continued......
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Hilo......
Today Sunday... which means today is the last day of the holiday...time passed so fast...now going to do the 6th jian bao... hope can finish by today... cant tok more liao...going to do hw... bye then
Today Sunday... which means today is the last day of the holiday...time passed so fast...now going to do the 6th jian bao... hope can finish by today... cant tok more liao...going to do hw... bye then
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Friday, June 27, 2003
headache......
actually dun wan touch com today coz i not feeling well... yesterday slp at 12.30 den woke up at 9.. feeling tired... cant do anything... headache... haiz... dun think going for EP3... haiz going to rest at home and will not touch the com for today.. firstly mother say computers make u tired easily so i not going to play on com... den i feel very tired and lazy... again headache... so think will sleep a bit in the afternoon and rest myself... shld have slept earlier yesterday... 6.30am woke up and sleep at 12.30am... i not like ppl who sleep a little can liao.. at least i have to sleep 8-9 hours a day... if less den the next day has to make up for it... so tday not going training liao... anyone sees this please be informed...
thanx...
actually dun wan touch com today coz i not feeling well... yesterday slp at 12.30 den woke up at 9.. feeling tired... cant do anything... headache... haiz... dun think going for EP3... haiz going to rest at home and will not touch the com for today.. firstly mother say computers make u tired easily so i not going to play on com... den i feel very tired and lazy... again headache... so think will sleep a bit in the afternoon and rest myself... shld have slept earlier yesterday... 6.30am woke up and sleep at 12.30am... i not like ppl who sleep a little can liao.. at least i have to sleep 8-9 hours a day... if less den the next day has to make up for it... so tday not going training liao... anyone sees this please be informed...
thanx...
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Thursday, June 26, 2003
Hilo...
finally come back to Singapore... now is the time to start 'collect heart' and stop playing... but saying it is easy.. doing is another different case liao lor...
tomoro friday... left 3 more days den will have to wear the uniform again... quite happy lar.. coz most of my relatives are coming to singapore in early July.. Altogether abt 12 ppl, incliding my family... so 12 ppl squeezing into a 3 room flats?! is that possible? When school reopens at least can still see some old frens (actually not old lar) 3 weeks liao... again... this semester we are having Teocm... another hurricane is abt to blow... haha.. missed her actually but dun wan her lah... last time think cheong very angry but now think not really... This year hope history can do better.... last year is really a bad year... juz graduate from P6 den got to study History so difficult loh...
Toking to yingqun in chinese... i use traditional he uses simplified. My speed for tying chinese is really slow.... so prefer english... but use english seems to lack some things... dunno how to say... juz sth that english cant give compared to chinese... lol
k liao... tomoro training... lets hope i have a pleasant training tomoro... bye then
finally come back to Singapore... now is the time to start 'collect heart' and stop playing... but saying it is easy.. doing is another different case liao lor...
tomoro friday... left 3 more days den will have to wear the uniform again... quite happy lar.. coz most of my relatives are coming to singapore in early July.. Altogether abt 12 ppl, incliding my family... so 12 ppl squeezing into a 3 room flats?! is that possible? When school reopens at least can still see some old frens (actually not old lar) 3 weeks liao... again... this semester we are having Teocm... another hurricane is abt to blow... haha.. missed her actually but dun wan her lah... last time think cheong very angry but now think not really... This year hope history can do better.... last year is really a bad year... juz graduate from P6 den got to study History so difficult loh...
Toking to yingqun in chinese... i use traditional he uses simplified. My speed for tying chinese is really slow.... so prefer english... but use english seems to lack some things... dunno how to say... juz sth that english cant give compared to chinese... lol
k liao... tomoro training... lets hope i have a pleasant training tomoro... bye then
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Tuesday, June 24, 2003
Hilo......
heard that Lekchia starts his own blog. Within my expectation... Told him before abt starting a blog but he say will think over... the results tells the truth now
Tomoro going to Jarkata again... Father need to have a comference wif his boss... dun think can play earth for another few days liao... Thursday going back to singapore...
Everyone now is toking abt hw.... hw,hw,hw... i know last week liao and time is running out (pant,pant). now left artemis, jian bao and lit... dunno whether will be in time for handing in...
Miss the last episode of Digimon tamers... always liddat... it has been three seasons that i havent watch the ending... heard from jason that it is touching and sad... ?! dunno wad will be the show on sunday 9am... digimon frontier?
nothing to say liao... no more words abt trainings today... bye then
heard that Lekchia starts his own blog. Within my expectation... Told him before abt starting a blog but he say will think over... the results tells the truth now
Tomoro going to Jarkata again... Father need to have a comference wif his boss... dun think can play earth for another few days liao... Thursday going back to singapore...
Everyone now is toking abt hw.... hw,hw,hw... i know last week liao and time is running out (pant,pant). now left artemis, jian bao and lit... dunno whether will be in time for handing in...
Miss the last episode of Digimon tamers... always liddat... it has been three seasons that i havent watch the ending... heard from jason that it is touching and sad... ?! dunno wad will be the show on sunday 9am... digimon frontier?
nothing to say liao... no more words abt trainings today... bye then
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Monday, June 23, 2003
Hilo...
Just now went hair-cutting. hair too long... last time caught by Mr Sim coz my hair too long... now no need scared liao. Anyway, cutting my hair very cheap. Only Rp. 6000 (S$1.20). So cheap. Actually 5000 one but den raise the price :(
nothing much happen still... finally finish another hw. that is the poem 'A Poisonous Tree' quite easy lar... now left a lot still... Artemis Fowl read a little den stop liao... Haiz...
Finally got the chinese input for XP liao... Damn shiok.... now can finally type chinesce. thot xp useless cant type chinese and show chinese for xp like 98 and Me.... Good enough liao... at least i dun need spend another 200+ to buy another CHINESE XP home... save my money. Phew.. but i cant find the keys still coz the keyboard is still english
k liao bye
Just now went hair-cutting. hair too long... last time caught by Mr Sim coz my hair too long... now no need scared liao. Anyway, cutting my hair very cheap. Only Rp. 6000 (S$1.20). So cheap. Actually 5000 one but den raise the price :(
nothing much happen still... finally finish another hw. that is the poem 'A Poisonous Tree' quite easy lar... now left a lot still... Artemis Fowl read a little den stop liao... Haiz...
Finally got the chinese input for XP liao... Damn shiok.... now can finally type chinesce. thot xp useless cant type chinese and show chinese for xp like 98 and Me.... Good enough liao... at least i dun need spend another 200+ to buy another CHINESE XP home... save my money. Phew.. but i cant find the keys still coz the keyboard is still english
k liao bye
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Saturday, June 21, 2003
Hilo......
Just now playing Earth... got whack by 4M networth... somemore declare war.. think i attack one of him clan members too many times? (abt 4-5 times)... dunno whether will die or not... now i NW only 1.1M only... hope that i dun die lor... Thot that the earth server down... not actually.. the server change to http://games2.swirve.com/earth. dunno why they change... maybe extra lor...
K liao... later go eat lunch... bye lor
Just now playing Earth... got whack by 4M networth... somemore declare war.. think i attack one of him clan members too many times? (abt 4-5 times)... dunno whether will die or not... now i NW only 1.1M only... hope that i dun die lor... Thot that the earth server down... not actually.. the server change to http://games2.swirve.com/earth. dunno why they change... maybe extra lor...
K liao... later go eat lunch... bye lor
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Friday, June 20, 2003
Hilo......
Today my birthday, the first person to wish me happy birthday (note, not eve) is Ying Qun (sorry lor, boon). Haha, first thing online is a message from him... Anyway, going to eat cake later.
Add some features to my blog, so that it looks for like a blog, maybe can add more features later on... Waste abt 30mins on the blog coz first time after editing got errors on the page... so replace the whole template. den second time worse, accidentally deleted part of the codings and somemore save the codes. So in the end --- replace the whole thing again... den third time ok liao... at least basics and the add-ons can work... Finally...
Today trying to go play earth, but den cant load the page. Think that sth wrong wif the server... Everytime liddat... second time liao... very annoying leh...
k liao... bye
Today my birthday, the first person to wish me happy birthday (note, not eve) is Ying Qun (sorry lor, boon). Haha, first thing online is a message from him... Anyway, going to eat cake later.
Add some features to my blog, so that it looks for like a blog, maybe can add more features later on... Waste abt 30mins on the blog coz first time after editing got errors on the page... so replace the whole template. den second time worse, accidentally deleted part of the codings and somemore save the codes. So in the end --- replace the whole thing again... den third time ok liao... at least basics and the add-ons can work... Finally...
Today trying to go play earth, but den cant load the page. Think that sth wrong wif the server... Everytime liddat... second time liao... very annoying leh...
k liao... bye
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Thursday, June 19, 2003
Hilo.....
Quarrelling wif BingCheng over the fact that he knows YingQun's blogspot... dunno why... just have a feeling that he shld not watch wad others type abt him...
He said that he found it in google, i dun believe, so i ask for evidence and he showed me... :o... dunno why, feel that i have the responsibility to stand up for yingqun... so i accuse him for interfering other people's privacy. He said that he found it in the web and he has nothing wrong... the fight goes on for abt 30mins... haha... now thinking that whether i am a bit too harsh on him.. He is asking me how cum i can be a fren if yq and he cant... so i told him my experience... haha... hope that everything will be ok by tomoro... somemore tomoro my birthday leh, so everything must be fine hor... ^_^
k liao... bye
Quarrelling wif BingCheng over the fact that he knows YingQun's blogspot... dunno why... just have a feeling that he shld not watch wad others type abt him...
He said that he found it in google, i dun believe, so i ask for evidence and he showed me... :o... dunno why, feel that i have the responsibility to stand up for yingqun... so i accuse him for interfering other people's privacy. He said that he found it in the web and he has nothing wrong... the fight goes on for abt 30mins... haha... now thinking that whether i am a bit too harsh on him.. He is asking me how cum i can be a fren if yq and he cant... so i told him my experience... haha... hope that everything will be ok by tomoro... somemore tomoro my birthday leh, so everything must be fine hor... ^_^
k liao... bye
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commenting again... haha... got so many things to say
I really appreciate yingqun's effort to express his apology abt this matter...
Please take note: i am not trying to make a big fuss out of this matter, so please do not be offended if i give any harsh comments or personal attacks. Actually i wan to say that i have been thinking of quitting this EP3... dunno why... maybe i am just not suited for sporty games? I ought to have quitted last year... now what makes me want to stay on is that i have been striving hard from Sec 1 and now if i quit den everything will be wasted... really hate this kinda situation... dunno wad to do... somemore most of the teammates never give support one... that makes me even more disheartening...
Now want to comment on Jun Yu's point. He mentioned abt the point to be enthusiastic abt this EP3. I agree that i am not being enthu in this EP3. However, I have no interest in it, so how i be more enthu?? Things like these cant be helped... interest can develop... that is thru time... i dun have enough time, partly because i will always be overseas during the holidays... that cant be helped, i am a foreigner. haiz. I am not trying to say that i have no fault in this situation whereby i am lousy, i just want to let u all know how i feel towards this EP3. Another point to take note is, dun compare me wif ww, i dun wan to compare wif anyone, i just compare wif myself. ww is enthu, and i find that he dun care abt his xing2 xiang4, maybe that is the reason why i am lousy -- i am too concerned over the way i look, the stupid mistakes i make, the stupid actions i do everytime i receive balls or wad-so-ever... i will try to improve on that...
I am quite happy that people around me are still concern abt this... that is the last point i am going to make abt this... thanx
I really appreciate yingqun's effort to express his apology abt this matter...
Please take note: i am not trying to make a big fuss out of this matter, so please do not be offended if i give any harsh comments or personal attacks. Actually i wan to say that i have been thinking of quitting this EP3... dunno why... maybe i am just not suited for sporty games? I ought to have quitted last year... now what makes me want to stay on is that i have been striving hard from Sec 1 and now if i quit den everything will be wasted... really hate this kinda situation... dunno wad to do... somemore most of the teammates never give support one... that makes me even more disheartening...
Now want to comment on Jun Yu's point. He mentioned abt the point to be enthusiastic abt this EP3. I agree that i am not being enthu in this EP3. However, I have no interest in it, so how i be more enthu?? Things like these cant be helped... interest can develop... that is thru time... i dun have enough time, partly because i will always be overseas during the holidays... that cant be helped, i am a foreigner. haiz. I am not trying to say that i have no fault in this situation whereby i am lousy, i just want to let u all know how i feel towards this EP3. Another point to take note is, dun compare me wif ww, i dun wan to compare wif anyone, i just compare wif myself. ww is enthu, and i find that he dun care abt his xing2 xiang4, maybe that is the reason why i am lousy -- i am too concerned over the way i look, the stupid mistakes i make, the stupid actions i do everytime i receive balls or wad-so-ever... i will try to improve on that...
I am quite happy that people around me are still concern abt this... that is the last point i am going to make abt this... thanx
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Hilo......
Find that my blog very plain... no match to others like ying qun's one... lazy to go edit it... plain plain lor, dun care...
Tomoro my birthday... now already 15 liao... so fast... thot still 12 years old... dunno wad i get for my present... u like to eat cakes? i dun like... really hate cakes. dunno why... anyway, today not going to stay awake until 12am. not that stupid anymore. Actually used to wait until 12am den celebrate my birthday... getting lazier liao.
Finish reading yq's blog liao... want to comment sth... i agree wif his point that going to a course wif a fren or two of urs is important. However, you can never be together wif ur friends forever. So i think there is a need to us to adept to the new environment. I know how it feels to be part of a team that is not familiar wif you. i am a foreigner and i know very well how it feels to be in a very stranger environment, different place, different faces and different languages... that is my first thought when coming to singapore five years ago... time flies... now 2003 June. First came to singapore 1998 Aug... that time preparing for entry exam... damn tiring that time... got to study 3 English textbooks... An average of 1 textbook per month... November exam comes... can still remember that everyday study very late and all tuition... study until cry... haha... now dun understand how i study so hard that time... now cant even lift my fingers for the books. haha... anyway now in a 'good' school... so good that i can feel the pressure... now dunno whether my choice that time is the best or not... haiz
Toking abt making choices... it makes me think of my EP3... dun tok abt my EP3... really hate it. now thinking whether my choice for Ep3 is really the best choice... haiz... everyone say that i not putting in enough effort. how u ppl know whether i put in effort or not?! how do you all judge? i really think that i am really poor in the aspect of sports. so obviously i will not do well in volleyball. and somemore this sch is a very competetive one... so of course i will be pushed aside by my team mates... somemore dun have any good frens except yingqun in the team... maybe he is the support for me to stay on in the team?! haha. no one really listen to my sorrows except WengWoh... mabbe we used to be so lan4 lor... that is in Sec 1 liao lor... now ww more enthu liao, and he dun think abt wad others think of him during the game. but i wan my face... so maybe that is the reason why i seldom participate in the games... i am too lousy... so i dun play in the games, den i will become worse and that is a bad cycle... maybe i will become XiuMing... i dun wan... but i do, am trying very hard for the game... i dun understand how ppl like Winston or JunYu can do well EASILY... maybe they have special talents? i dunno. but wad i know is i dun have and i really hate sports... not even in any sports... the only sport i do better in is badminton... but it is still like three-legged cat (chinese translation) dunno lar... wad i really wan to do is become a farmer, have my own ranch and rear animals... or become a cooker and cook for people... haha
k liao... although told yingqun wan to type a long blog but it seems that it is still shorter than his one... haha.. bye
Conclusion of the day: Making choice is really important
Find that my blog very plain... no match to others like ying qun's one... lazy to go edit it... plain plain lor, dun care...
Tomoro my birthday... now already 15 liao... so fast... thot still 12 years old... dunno wad i get for my present... u like to eat cakes? i dun like... really hate cakes. dunno why... anyway, today not going to stay awake until 12am. not that stupid anymore. Actually used to wait until 12am den celebrate my birthday... getting lazier liao.
Finish reading yq's blog liao... want to comment sth... i agree wif his point that going to a course wif a fren or two of urs is important. However, you can never be together wif ur friends forever. So i think there is a need to us to adept to the new environment. I know how it feels to be part of a team that is not familiar wif you. i am a foreigner and i know very well how it feels to be in a very stranger environment, different place, different faces and different languages... that is my first thought when coming to singapore five years ago... time flies... now 2003 June. First came to singapore 1998 Aug... that time preparing for entry exam... damn tiring that time... got to study 3 English textbooks... An average of 1 textbook per month... November exam comes... can still remember that everyday study very late and all tuition... study until cry... haha... now dun understand how i study so hard that time... now cant even lift my fingers for the books. haha... anyway now in a 'good' school... so good that i can feel the pressure... now dunno whether my choice that time is the best or not... haiz
Toking abt making choices... it makes me think of my EP3... dun tok abt my EP3... really hate it. now thinking whether my choice for Ep3 is really the best choice... haiz... everyone say that i not putting in enough effort. how u ppl know whether i put in effort or not?! how do you all judge? i really think that i am really poor in the aspect of sports. so obviously i will not do well in volleyball. and somemore this sch is a very competetive one... so of course i will be pushed aside by my team mates... somemore dun have any good frens except yingqun in the team... maybe he is the support for me to stay on in the team?! haha. no one really listen to my sorrows except WengWoh... mabbe we used to be so lan4 lor... that is in Sec 1 liao lor... now ww more enthu liao, and he dun think abt wad others think of him during the game. but i wan my face... so maybe that is the reason why i seldom participate in the games... i am too lousy... so i dun play in the games, den i will become worse and that is a bad cycle... maybe i will become XiuMing... i dun wan... but i do, am trying very hard for the game... i dun understand how ppl like Winston or JunYu can do well EASILY... maybe they have special talents? i dunno. but wad i know is i dun have and i really hate sports... not even in any sports... the only sport i do better in is badminton... but it is still like three-legged cat (chinese translation) dunno lar... wad i really wan to do is become a farmer, have my own ranch and rear animals... or become a cooker and cook for people... haha
k liao... although told yingqun wan to type a long blog but it seems that it is still shorter than his one... haha.. bye
Conclusion of the day: Making choice is really important
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Wednesday, June 18, 2003
Hilo......
Chatting while blogging... quite tiring...
Nothing much happened today... quite boring... Morning just do some homework... trying to solve the mensuration problems but dun get the ideas... trying tomoro... At first thought morning can watch some stock markets but den cant find the channel... dunno where the channel goes... that is my usual habits the last few times i came to indonesia... dun care lah...
Afternoon also very sian... play gameboy lah... computer... sianz...
Night more interesting... playing bridge wif my parents and my bro. win a few rounds... haha
Conclusion of the day: Having a holiday is very boring... Keep on studying also very sian... how to balance?
Chatting while blogging... quite tiring...
Nothing much happened today... quite boring... Morning just do some homework... trying to solve the mensuration problems but dun get the ideas... trying tomoro... At first thought morning can watch some stock markets but den cant find the channel... dunno where the channel goes... that is my usual habits the last few times i came to indonesia... dun care lah...
Afternoon also very sian... play gameboy lah... computer... sianz...
Night more interesting... playing bridge wif my parents and my bro. win a few rounds... haha
Conclusion of the day: Having a holiday is very boring... Keep on studying also very sian... how to balance?
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Tuesday, June 17, 2003
Hilo......
Today first time using this one...dunno how to use...so got to ask other ppl how to use...sianz...
Anyway, today juz come to indonesia, at first thot can come earlier, but den father got to go to Jakarta to go for a meeting. Dunno whether that is good or not...anyway, now in indonesia, promise to let yq and lekchia see my house, so brought my webcam... brought my own USB hard drive also. But den it seems that it is a bit spoilt... hope i dun lose any data or wadever... here the broadband damn lag, think is like 128Kbps rather than 256Kbps... At home use cable mah... so think got used to the speed liao...haha... hope using the cam wun lag or stop...
Every week now got 2-3 trainings, so altogether i think will miss abt 8+ trainings... Haiz... dun really like this EP3... Should have gone to EC3 or others that i might like... I really think that i am really a bit lan4 in all sports... Who cares lah. Now trainings are so boring... maybe i am very lousy lah.. but den i got to make effort. ppl say that i dun put in effort. You all can see meh?? What if that is my best performance? You will never know... Sian arhz
k liao... mus go and enjoy my life in Indonesia. Now the local time is 4.11PM. Strange?
Today first time using this one...dunno how to use...so got to ask other ppl how to use...sianz...
Anyway, today juz come to indonesia, at first thot can come earlier, but den father got to go to Jakarta to go for a meeting. Dunno whether that is good or not...anyway, now in indonesia, promise to let yq and lekchia see my house, so brought my webcam... brought my own USB hard drive also. But den it seems that it is a bit spoilt... hope i dun lose any data or wadever... here the broadband damn lag, think is like 128Kbps rather than 256Kbps... At home use cable mah... so think got used to the speed liao...haha... hope using the cam wun lag or stop...
Every week now got 2-3 trainings, so altogether i think will miss abt 8+ trainings... Haiz... dun really like this EP3... Should have gone to EC3 or others that i might like... I really think that i am really a bit lan4 in all sports... Who cares lah. Now trainings are so boring... maybe i am very lousy lah.. but den i got to make effort. ppl say that i dun put in effort. You all can see meh?? What if that is my best performance? You will never know... Sian arhz
k liao... mus go and enjoy my life in Indonesia. Now the local time is 4.11PM. Strange?
sharkfin fullstopped here